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I Hate Myself and Want to Live by Dzhizus | Beatmaps | OSUMAUK

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I Hate Myself and Want to Live

graveyard

I Hate Myself and Want to Live

Dzhizus

135 BPM

2:09

295 OBJECTS

OSU

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// DIFFICULTY SPREAD · 1 DIFFICULTIES

I wanna DIE!

4.23

// STAR RATING BY MOD · I wanna DIE!

NM4.23

HR4.49

DT5.85

4.23★

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Keknot

18.0KPlays

8Favourites

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// ATTRIBUTES · HARDEST DIFFICULTY

Circle Size (CS)

3.5

HP Drain (HP)

8.0

Accuracy (OD)

8.6

Approach Rate (AR)

9.2

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HRDT6.50

HT3.39

EZ4.05

Star ratings are computed live by the osu! difficulty system. DT/HT change the rate; HR/EZ adjust scaling.

I wanna DIE!

4.23★

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